the wily filipino

My seatmates glance at me as if I were a foreigner…. I eavesdrop on my countrymen, on their tentative English spoken to the cabin crew, never quite perfected despite years in the West: f’s still often traded for p’s, vowels rounded, tenses mixed, syllables clipped — only the well-practiced Western colloquialisms wielded with conviction. Like those phrases, we’re a collection of cliches, handy types worn as uniforms over our naked individuality. We are more real than that philosophical conceit of humanity as the milieu of light: we are the milieu of sweat. Our industriousness, our inexpensiveness, two sides of our great national image. That image the tangible form of our communal desire for a better life. Someone kicks the back of my seat as a reminder to quit being so profound.